Drive By Wires

about me: the postnormal

I have a sense that my life is headed kind of towards where I have been tying to aim it but I have a strong feeling that at this point, hitting my exact target will be base mostly on luck. I feel I do not have the credentials on paper to get exactly where I’d want to go when I graduate.

I feel lonely.

I get lost in relatively unimportant details and sometimes I procrastinate in certain ways, when doing certain types of jobs, where respectively applicable. Sometimes out of anxiety, over-interest, or as a self-limiting measure.

I somewhat freely admit to making mistakes when I am sure I am at fault for the mistake. But I do not pull back so easily from making mistakes when they have significant impact.

One interesting thing about me is that I only voluntarily call home when things are on the up-tick. When things are looking down or, at least, I am feeling down, I have nothing positive at all to offer my family out of the blue.

I don’t bargain with people, really. Especially outside of my family.