Drive By Wires
Workin on it !! ... you know... H.A.R.L.E.M.
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help me figure myself out
i am loosing my mind tonight…
i am distraught, confused, vexed about my future. finding a job primarily. and when i turn to look for friends or partners to confide in, i am reminded of my dysfunctional social life also because there very few people to turn to….
nothing feels like its going well right now. everything feels so sideways it might as well be considered upside down too….
mental rot is the term i use to describe this state.
i want to cry out for help but i have no one to cry to.
its even more imperative now than ever that i have a future after school… that i have a job. I was told I need to think about the financial gamble I am taking by chasing birds in the bush but i felt like i had time to figure it all out. now i am a month from graduation and i am in the dark in every respect.
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