It’s been a rough ride for me. Financially, emotionally, academically, and spirtually… so anymore these days I’m throwin all I got in the basket to improve my chances of just getting out. These days I can’t even look too far beyond the exit door because there is no gaurentee I’m even exiting… No guarntee I’m getting out. So close yet so far because there are still steps to go. 10, 5, 4, 2, or even 1 step to go, you can still fail, that’s been my experience. I’ve been marked with repeated experiences of dropped calls in a field saturated with signal. Everybody frolicing around with smiles larger than their faces even in the face of adversity knowing inside that their signal strenth is strong and they will eventually fininsh their call. Me however, my phone swears no towers even exist.